i m so bored. i m stuck at hm. doing nth. no lah, doing HMWK.! i own so many hmwk. wah liao.
hw come nobody ask me out one. when i ask my fren they say go dating. haiz. i don't wan to be so call extra bah. so dnt want to follow.
so in the end stuck at hm n slack. watch tv n eat.
ohh lord, tues common test. com sci some more. hate sci. can someone tutor me. i just don't get it. arhh..
10:12 AM


izzit wrong to go out wit an opposite sex wit u. no rite. people saw us going home together. n thought we were couple. does it always mean that if u saw a gal n a guy, walking togther. it means we r in some kind of relationship. hell no k. we were at skool, studying togther, doing math k. i repeat study not dating. even my cikgu saw us, saw us studying. doing hmwk k. n doing nth else. yes we were walking hm at the same direction. not as if we r holding hands k. if so that is a different story already.

so get it straight he is not my boifren n i not his galfren. get it? i just like studying wit him. at least i did smth than do nth at hm k.

who knows maybe..
11:39 AM


11 days more.
waiting in silence.
nothing seems to be any better.
getting weirder n weirder as time fly.
maybe its fate.
10:05 AM


WhO I AM HATES WHO I'VE BEEN.

hated myself for the stupidest thing i did. take me guts to do it. but than ended up wit pain. try so hard to be so call friendly to u, but i ended up hateing u so much. therefor, i shall nt take any nonsense relantionship wit u. i may look nice to u but i dnt mean it. so dnt act innocent in front of me.. i hated myself becoz of u.
3:12 PM


todaY claSs 4E3, 4E5, 4A1 n 5A1 weNt skoOl wiT formal clothes. haha. evEryOne lOok so smart. wiT their long sleeves shirt, pants, shoes, jacket n other moRe lah. the oThers students look at uS aS if we r sOme lost students wearing some formal clothes. they like nvr c us before like tHAt. actuaLly quite fun laH, everyoNE look at u aS if u r soME high cLAss ppl. haha.

wE haD our Ce daY laH. so 8 to 10am pluS we were iN skOOl learNing abt soCiaL etiQueTte n persOnaL groOming. the teaCher who taUght us wAs fun to taLk to. veri straIght forward in a goOd way lah. her englisH was liKE so formal n polite.

arD 10.45aM, we lefT to shAteC. we learn social gracEs. our clASs waS spilt to two. hoW sad. in our grouP, faHan wAS the onli guy. so caL gentleman ba. n tHE sir who teach us, like fahan n fida also. coz they was the one who talk alot in that class. the rest keep quiet lOl.

thaN i wAS seprate wit mY fren again. as there wasn't enough table for us to sit together. so i was wit lyna, idah n erika n my ce teacher. we was the first group to entre the lunch room. so we like so paiseh. so we waited for the rest lah. n guess who were wit. class 4A1, not surprisinG lah. we hardly know them expect ms check. haha.

at first my fren n i was like so blur went sat at the table. we were like wondering which spoon n fork to use to eat the honeydew. so our ce teacher teach us again. she said wrongly lol. at sKool she said that start from in to out. but at there we start using the spoon out to in. lah. wrong info lol. haha.

i was like the entertainer in that table. i keep asking stupid question to my fren than they don't know. so i ask the student who serve us lah. she basically stand there so i ask her lots of question lol. like how the hell she carry the plate wit that kind of manner. i mean the position of her hand. it was so painful. n some others question lah. so basically i was the one who ask q lah. thick skin mah. to curiouS to knW e ans.

i think i wan to skool there leh. the way there speak is like so formal, so polite, so watever lah. the feeling is like they treat u as some high class person eventhough we r juz student. how cool is that. that was the first time i had formal lunch. the food was appetizing. i enjoy every bit of it. it is a one life time experience leh.

after lunch, was time to head to skool. n guess wat. we miss our class photo taking section. how bad are they! omg! the feeling was like to kill every single of them. i knw lah. u had lunch wit half of our classmates. n for us it like wat the fuck we were wit other class k. n there was onli 4 of us. oHh god, i had my mood swing at the time until skool. i was having mense. so can't help it. therefore i did't took any photo in skool. how mad i was. haha. i knw. stupid i guess. can't help it, is a gal problem. haha.

haLf calSs phoTo.fuLL claSs phoTo.

viN n mE.

toLD u i waS having baD moOD. so didn't tooK much photo. =X

1:53 PM


todAY went skoOl, aCcidentalLy sAw nig haha.. sO lonG nvR c hiM lol..

thaN aFter skoOl, i weNt oUt Wit hee to aCcompaNy hiM to develop photos.it was a half day skOol becoz of the gD o resUlt. thaNk u tO thEm, thaT We had haLf daY skOOl.!! aCtuaLLy nvR develop aNy photoS loL. coZ the pic to blur than take 1 week to develop n we like needed it today. so we had lunch. his treat. at pizza hut. veri gentlEman i muZ say. took taXi to go kovaN n baCk to skoOL too.quitE fUn laH. coZ nobody did thaT to Me befoR. especiaLLy guyS. haHA.

wEnt hM, i saW nicK. his body waS likE so nicE. he been working out. can c his packs liao. talk2 abt valen daY. n aLSo rite, he wan to treat me lunch or smth. fren ba.

than went hm, change. was late for 45 min to meet my fren at harbour front. went sentosa wit fida, dil n fahan. dil treated me lunch. [i wonder who else going to treat me again. haha.] went to siloso beach. saw the uncle again. he know how to speak japan. wah. nvr swim coz on mense lol. after that when to watch musical fountain. nice!! like so wow! muz watch. it free aniway. left there at 8 plus. enjoy myself too.

went cp. to buy dil shoe. for almost 1 hr, i guess. than i went to my cousin house to borrow clothes.. n went hm lol..

pHotoS wE toOk=

diL leGs was huRt. sO sHE caN't reaLly swiM n waLk animoRe. thinK sO fida faUlt. sHE sTep on her leg, i guEss.

sIncE diL caN't reaLLy climB the rocK. so fahAn n fida climb lOl, to the other sidE of a smaLL islaNd.

u c laH, thEy aRe weT. thEy can swiM.

noT likE mE. sO drY!! caN't hav fuN wiT theM.hMm.

tHEy aRe eating. thEy weRE so hungRy lOl exPEcT mE. coZ i wAS stiLl fuLL at that tiME. i hAD an eaRly lunCh wat. tHEy likE 3 hunGry ghosT leh.. haha.

i waS enjoyiNg this vieW whilE waiting for tHEm to finisH their baThinG. sO lonG lol, so i tooK a naP. ZzzZ..

eVEryOne wAS clEAN. sO we waLk2 to taKE the train.

wE weNt to thiS musicAL fountaIn to wAtcH kIki lOl. wE caMe so early aBt 6pluS. thE sHow staRt 7 .40.pm. we waiteD abt an hour. scaRed no siT laH, don't wan to repeAt e samE mistaKE likE laSt tiME.

thaT one houR, i wAS eating. cOZ i waS hungry laH. tHE resT c mE eaCTiNg lol. haha.

than wE spend on talkinG phoTos. taLkinG aBt wAT to weAr for tmL formaL luncH. n sm othEr stuffS.

finaLly tHE sHow staRt. actuaLLy it juSt waTer, sOme cantoons, firE. can't reaLLy explaIn it.. i thiNK u guyS better watch ursElf laH.

it smth likE thaT laH.. tHE greEn colouR u c wAS kiKi. it wAS dark. sO caN't reaLLy c.. wondErfuL thinG to do whEn u r in sEntosA. whiLE stocK laSt.

enD.

3:57 PM


todaY was the beSt vaLentiNE daY i nvR haD. basicaLLy i onLi celEbraTe two tiME onli, laSt year n thiS yeaR of coursE. last yeaR celebrateD wit sMone speCiaL bah. memorieS are stiLL noT forgOtten hor. i do remember k. i not that forgetful person hor.

aNyway, i reaLLy dO enjoy myself. wiT loTS of laugHter, sCreaMing my lunGs ouT, sMilinG at aLl thE tIMe n theRe was jealously i muZ saY. u knw why, i was so jealouS that so oF the student receive flowers. somE werE reaL n soME weRe soft toys. oHh mAn, hoW luckY can thEy be. i long waNted a bluE rosE, or maYbe blaCk or grEen rose if there is i guesS. buT it nvr comE. y nobodY buY for me oNE.. u knW how saD i m! maybE tHE timE is noT right yet, that y i nvR receivE my floweR. haiZ.. unlucKlY me..

evEn though i sLEpt laTe yesTerdaY, abt 3 in thE morniNg n haD onli 3 1/2 hr of sleeP. i find it wortH it. coZ in the enD, i loVE my enD prodUCt. writinG naMEs n wroTE some commeNts. it likE so nicE n neaT k. wrotE abt 10 namEs.
all my hard work is on each n everypaper of it. give chocos too k. i nt that budget hor. in retuRn i do receivE choCo tOo.. haha.. i goiNg to eat it n share wit my family. yeAh.=]

i wan to thaNKs dil, lia, joey n qi for givIng mE presEnt. thanK u aLot.. i reaLLy aPpericaTE it. i loVE u, u lovE me. wE r onE big happi familY. =X

besIDe thaT, i saW mY pri skoOl frEn, niCholAs! hW suprisiNg waS that. beeN mthS i laSt saW him n hE noW datinG smoNe oUt.. oHh maN, u r lucKLy. unlikE me, singlE leh. so saD. buT aNiwaY, i hoPE thaT my fRen n hiS gaL haVe fun todaY. hopE he gt buY smth for hEr. smth sweeT, prEciouS n memOrable thinGy bah.

n laStlY, i do saW mY loVeS one. n thaT is u!
8:58 AM


i haTe todaY becAuse i HAv to chaSe studEnts to taKe photo!! aNd iT is nOt mY jOb to taKE vidEo aND phoTo todAY.. i dOn't haVE any aSsignMent todaY buT mY meMbErs caN't maKE iT sO i haV to taKE it.. aRGg.. aNywaY its ovEr.. no uSe oF geTtinG angrY aBt it.. i did a veri bad joB on hanDling thinGs todaY, esPeciaLLy thE juniorS.. they seeM to be cuTE buT thEy can be iRritatinG pluS stupid aT the saMe tiME.. oMg.. goiNg tO haVe haRd tiMe teaChing them aLreaDy.. haiZ..

yEaH3, i got B3 fOR mY o leVeL maTh resUlt.. u knW hoW haPPy i m.. i thoUght i was goinG to gEt C5 or smth.. i did not exPEcT to haV B3 for maTh!! haha.. buT tHan riTE i aLSo felt saD for mY frienD who did nOt get tHE maRk theY waNteD.. no onE to sHaRe joY wiT.. aLL saD2 faCe, nvR minD laH.. i goiNg to re taKE mY maTh.. so i cAN compeTe wit mY friEnd agaIN.. n this timE i goinG to aim A2.. hoPE sO.. i goiNg to woRk haRd agAin!!
2:41 PM


today in skool i was SICK. my face was pale throughout the whole morning. i know u muz be thinking why i went to skool.. its friday, not much lesson. and beside my fren and i hav plan to go togther to go j8, today. so i die2 muz come to skool. we already plan this for almost one week. and we hardly go out togthere after skool. that y i hav to go to skool. haha. kk. not juz me who sick on that day, ijah was sick too. both of us can sleep during eng class, as the cher give us permission to rest our head on the table. therefor both of us sleep throughtout the lesson.. haha.. skool was bored always lah!

went j8, basically to take neo print and slack2 n talk2.. haha..

this is wat we ate at secret recipe. white choco n almond coffee wit 2 ice lemon tea.

ohh yah, forget to tell who i went j8 wit.. lia n joey lol.. =]

12:39 PM