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Friday, July 29, 2005
doN't liKE toDAY!!

toDAY noT a gooD daY foR mE onE.. sUck lOl..
maTh teSt.. cAN faiL oNE laH.. hoW haRd i stuDy.. i cANnot remEmbEr lOl.. waStED aBt 5q.. dIE lOl.. comfiRm teaChEr angry oNe..
aRt!! mOre caN diE.. haVEn finiSh!! diE liAO.. y m i sO sLow.. see LAh.. goT to hanD up An uncomplEteD aRt woRK.. faiL liOA.. foR n lEvel.. sUCk mAN!!
mEDiA.. oHh my.. my frEn writE thiS on tHE whitEboaRD " noRma LiKE.." shiT loL.. they plAy haNgmAN to figuRe oUt thE aNs.. nOW miSs kAN n hiDAyAH knoWs aBt iT.. n sOOn ppL tHere wiLL knOW whO i liKE.. coMfiRm hE goiNg to hAte mE.. haIZ.. sAd mE.. hE abiT noT unfriEndlY to mE liAO.. hE knOW aBt iT huh?? normA goiNg to diE lIAo..shiT Lol..

1:42 PM

Thursday, July 28, 2005
to aLviN houSe..

afTer skoOl , went to aLvin hoUSe.. wiT hweE cHi n 3 loWer Sec chiNesE guY.. go hiS houSe for fUn lOl.. accoMpaNy hwEe chi lOl.. shE waNt to knOW hoW vin housE looK liKe.. actuaLLy niCe lEh.. smaLL lah.. buT enougH foR theiR faMiLy.. hiS rooM blue colouR.. liviNg rOom gReeN in colOUr.. haHA.. the soFA onlI.. bUT niCe lEH.. cUTe lOl.. aT hiS roOm, hWee cHi wAs uSinG aLviN laPtoP.. tHE guYS plAy wiT aLvin toyS.. hAHa.. foR mE, i look throuGh aLviN hp piC.. guEss WaT i sAW.. olD mEmoRiES tHAt i haD wiT fARhaN.. mAkE mE waN to cRy onLi.. buT iT nVr haPPEN lAH.. SAd lEh.. aLL tHe gooD tiMes jUZ faDe aWay.. tHE sTupID stuFf, i guESs.. thANkgooDnESs i hAvE nonE oF tHE piC in mY hP.. iF noT evEryDAy kEep lookinG through iT.. soME moRe tHE aRea aLvin liviNg iS tHE sAme as hiM mAh.. tHAn remEmbEr baCk moRe memOriEs..
haiZ.. y noRMA vEri emotioNAl oNE?? jUZ smaLL thingS cAN maKe mE cRy oNE.. hAIz.. lEt tHE paSt bE paSt riTE.. i knoW.. it'S sO haRd to do iT u kNOw.. waT to Do.. i juZ looK foRwaRd to tHe futuRe lOl.. it'S taKe tiMEs.. lEt tHE naTurE taKe it's plaCe..

12:03 PM

Tuesday, July 26, 2005
weirD mE

i keep runnInG aWaY fRom thiS perSoN.. i doN't knOW y i dID thAt.. i cAN't See hIS faCe.. iF nOt i waN to sCreaM ouT loUD.. cAN go n diE laH.. idioT u.. haTe u sO muCh!! go aWaY.. i don't Wan to sEe u aGaIn.. buT on tHe othEr hAnd, hE cuTe.. if HE nVr seE mY faCe lAH.. cAN't beliEvE i m faLLinG to HIm.. oHh miNd.. thiS cAN't Be haPpeNinG.. noRmA.. sNAp oUt oF iT..

9:35 AM

Sunday, July 24, 2005
wEnt to johoR agaIn

todAY goT soCiaL studIEs claSs.. aFter tHAt go hoMe.. uSe ComputEr n cHAt wiT aDeq fiZAh.. tHAn go joHoR lOL.. no mUCh thinG haPPEn.. juZ a noRmaL dAy triP to johOr .. bouGHt 2 skooL sHoEs.. oNE is vaNS n other oNe iS jaZz StAr.. thE vaNS shoEs mY faTher choosE foR mE onE.. iF noT i hAve bouGHt thE convErsE shoEs.. actuaLLy niCe laH.. noT baD.. haHA.. at hoME i kEep weaRinG iT.. HAha.. stupiD lOl..

doN't knOW y i stiLL remEmbEr tHAt zaiDi mSg lEh.. wAT thE fuCk i keep thiNKinG aBt it, i aLso doN't knOw.. makiNg mE stReSs onLi.. sEe lAH, aLL uR faulT lAH.. thAn doN't kNOW i sTArtED cryiNg aT niTE lEh.. whEN my famiLy waS on tHE wAY baCk to sinGApoRe.. weiRD riTE?? i guesS bEcOZ i keeP remEmbEr waT fiZAh sAiD bEfoR i wenT off tO joHor.. waT sHe sAiD aLL liKE mAkE sEnSE.. no woNdEr laH.. hE dARm somboNg to mE onE.. maYbE hE knoWs.. aiYAh.. gOt wronG mEh.. foRgET aBt iT laH noRmA.. sTop thinKinG aBt this sTuFf.. moVe oN gaL.. haiZ..

2:45 PM

Saturday, July 23, 2005
dNt rOOm

toDAy, sTAy baCk iN skooL.. jUZ wan to accOmpAny my fRen dO d'n't.. sTAy wiT diL, fiDa n ijAh.. siNcE lAh i m a aRt stuDent n fiDA m a f'n't sTuDent.. wE hAd no iDea waT thEy wEre doIng.. sO mE n fiDa.. do soMethiNg elSe.. wE tooK sOme acryLiC FrOM This WAsTE bIn lAh.. tHAn sTart to hEaTed uP tHE thiNg sO cAn foRm sHApE n LEtter.. tHAt tiMe teAcher wAs not thEre bEcoZ go foR luNch u c.. sO wE sTArt doIng sOme sTuff.. fiDA dO hEr naMe.. bUt to bAd cAn't dO iT.. to hArd to foRm tHE shApe.. i dO tHE LEtter "n" oNli.. LAzY mAh.. HAha.. tHAn goT to kNow.. goT oTherS ppL cAme iN.. maN, mat nO, aHmad n oThers lAh.. stArt doIng tHE sOme thiNg aS we doIng.. vEri fUn lAh wiT thIS gUys.. jOke aRd.. tHAy aLSo hElp fiDA wiT hEr lettEriNg.. she waS stuCk bEfoR tHAt.. HAha.. thAN mY fRen fIDa riTe.. mOre hAppy cOz.. hEr admire iS tHere.. not oNe bUt tWo ppL.. HAha.. mE aLSo hAppy lEh.. bEcOZ i hAve thiS niCe brown cOloUr aCryLic wHiCh iS tRaNspaRent lAh.. niCe mAn.. bEcOZ i sMooTh tHe eDgEs liaO.. goiNg to dEcorAte it.. tHAn i aLSo tOOk thiS wooD LAh.. i aLSo wAn to dEcOraTe iT.. cRAzY riTe.. Hehe.. nothINg tO Do MAh.. aiYAh FOr ALL i kNow.. iT wAs a fUn daY for mE.. sO lOng nVr do dnt sTuff Leh.. wAn to taKe mOre sTuFf fRom tHAt rooM.. HAha..

2:26 PM

Friday, July 22, 2005
dON't uNDerStaNd lEh

toDAy got mEdiA mEetiNg.. eVery thursDAy mAH.. yEaH toDAy goT mediA shiRt.. nICe.. hAHa.. i toOk sIZe xS.. hAHa.. smaLL riTe.. buT actuaLLy juZ niCe.. hEhe.. blACk in coLouR.. hEhe.. jUZ liKE it.. thAn i weAR iT on.. hEhe.. evEry meetiNg i relAz oNe.. i nVR do anYthiNg.. i jUZ heLp oUt.. tHEy waN mE conCentrAte on mY n lEvel.. hEhe.. sO niCe oF tHEm.. so i nVr tooK paRt iN anY projeCt lOR.. jUZ helP oUt..
thiS meetiNg weriD lEh.. tHAt zaiDi riTE.. mSg mE.. hE knOW tHAt i waS in thE sAme rooM as hIM.. goT mY membErs alSO laH.. nOt two oF uS hoR.. stiLL goT teacHEr k.. no wroNg idEa hoR.. u kNOW wAt thE mSg hE sEnd to mE is likE thiS lEh.. " i'vE bEen plAninG to liVE mY LiFe etErnaLLy.. sO faR.. evErythiNgs gooDs.." i lIke doN't undERStaNd loR.. i paSs aRd mY hP to evEryone n aSk do u gEt wAt thE meaning? evEryONe sAy no iDEA.. omG.. i aSk hiM, hE sAy tHAt hE thoUGht i gEt wAt iT's mEan.. oHH miNd.. hE thiNk i vEri clEver izzIt?? wrONg lOL.. iS hE tryinG to hiNt soMethINg?? my mEdiA fren sAy thAT mAybE hE liKE mE.. i lIke whEre got.. nonSenSe lOl... caNnOt bE mAH.. freN waT.. doN't usuaLLy taLk mAh.. caNNot bE lAh.. nonSenSe..
siNce tAHn i kEep repEatiNg waT the mSg mEan.. stiLL i cAn't figuRe iT oUt.. aiyoH.. mUz ask hiM.. haiZ.. maKinG mE strEss onlI.. haiZ.. but actuaLLy riTE.. hE not bAd lEh.. he chanGe aLot.. reaLLy.. laSt timE sAw him.. liKE sO tHE nerd lAh.. nOW nOt baD.. reaLLy.. mUCh bettER.. soRRy hoR iF u reaD thIS.. HEHe.. anY waY hE nOT baD lAh.. seriouS.. nOt liKe tHE othEr gUY .. sO bAD.. haiZ.. hE juZ cAN't accEpT mE aS a fRen lEh.. weiRd lOl.. wAt to dO.. haTe mE mAH..
pS.. thiNk so i liKE soMeoNE liAo.. HAha..

1:50 PM

mY enTry For oNe mTh wiToUt cOmpuTEr

woW.. iT's HAs bEen lONg i nVr updAte mY bLog liAo.. 1 mTh lEh.. goT miSs mE anOt.. waKAka.. anY waY juZ waNt to giVe u guYS a roUgH iDea waT hAs haPPen duriNg thAT oNE mTh k..

22 jUn 05
mY fREn cAme to mY houSe.. aLvin n hweE Chi.. sEe mE lOh.. juZ viSit mE.. i faLL doWn thE dAY bEfoR.. remEmbEr anoT?? gooD riTE mY fREn.. sO coNcerN abT mE.. hEhe.. thAnk hoR..

23 jUn 05
thE daY i cUt mY haiR..so ugly lEH.. cAnnot tAhaN mAn.. mY mUm lAh.. i sAY i waN to Cut iT thiN but thAN shE aDd mORe stUFf likE cuT shoRteR lAH.. tHAn got to kNOw mY haiR lOOks sO suCks.. waT to Do.. waT dOne iS doNe.. goT to liVE wiT that kinD of hairsTyLE liAO.. haiZ..

24 jUn 05
ouT wiT mY freN.. waKAka.. mEet aMA boi freN.. hEhe.. not baD lAH.. doN't kNOw iF stiLL toGethEr aNot..

27 juN 05
skool reoPEn.. soMe oF mY fren chaNGe.. haiRstyLE of coUse.. nothinG muCh.. nVr mEet sOme oF mY fRen too.. sAd mE.. buT goT mEet sOmeoNE whO i dIE2 waNt to See LOr.. HEhe..

28 jUN 05
waKakA.. i had mEt mY mediA frEN.. sO hapPY.. miSs thEm badLy u knOW.. duriNg that timE lAh.. bEsiDe thAt mY freN broKE oFF.. sAd foR thEm to.. haIZ.. i also reaLiZe tHAn i wAS unfaiR tO faRHAn.. tHAt wHEn a Fren toLD mE a sToRy.. i waS stupID, thoUghtlEss, uNkiNd, hEartlEss n uNfaiR.. wow.. SO mAny wroNG mistaKE i haD doNE n hE stiLL baRe wiT iT.. sO sORRy.. doN'T mEan to hurT u..

30 jun 05
i gOt tO kNOW tHAt.. aFter i haD lEt hiM go, hE goT evErythiNg wat HE wAN.. hE iS haPPy thAn bEfoR.. more chEErfuL thAn hE uSe to.. gLAd FOr hIm.. gooD lUCk in everythiNg u dO.. go foR it..

02 jUn 05
wEnt to waTCh a musicAl shoW.. caLL "anythiNg goEs" niCe stoRy buT to mUCh sONGs.. siCk n tirEd wIt tHE soNgS.. fuN lEh.. goiNg oUt wiT thE sEc 3 guYs.. sO muCh lAughTEr wiT tHEm.. thEy roCk mY dAy mAn.. thAnks guYS.. i stILL wAnt to go wiT u guYS..

04 jUn 05
tHe daY i WEnt to quEenStoWn to dO mY mEdIA shiRt.. no skOOl mAh.. go tHEre wiT misS kAn, joEy n wenG hEE.. aLA.. thE desiGn is simpLy but we jUZ likE iT.. wAkaka.. coSt abT $18.. noT baD lAH tHE priCe..

06 juN 05
tHe dAy wHEre i sTAy bAck iN sKOOl to sEe soMeoNE.. bUt tuRn oUt, he hAd lEft tHe skOOl.. omG.. waiTed foR houRs aT thE canTEen doIng my hMwk wiT mY fRen.. thOuGht can mEet thiS guY buT nVr.. sO sAD lOR!! poOR thing lEh, mY fRen diE2 waN to mEet hiM agaiN lOR.. stupiD hiM laH!! thiS daY i lEarn sMth nEw.. whiCh iS.. " oThers bEfoR mYsELF " u knOW wAT i wiLL alWayS remEmbEr thiS.. i dOn't Wan to makE thE sAMe miStaKE agAin lOR.. hAHa..

07 jUn 05
mY n LevEl enGlisH oraL.. omg!! sO scary lEh.. sOme mORe i waS thE firsT stuDent.. diE liAO.. waT tHE heLL i talK, i aLSo doN't Know.. aiYoh.. hoPE i nVr faiL cAn liao.. tHE teaCher Got laUght aT me lEh.. Got twO teAchEr mAh.. oNe vEri gooD lAh.. vEri kiNd liKE tHAt thAn thE othEr oNe lIKe so thE serioUS.. woW.. cannOt tAHaN.. but aT lEaST thEy oHh k lOR.. oVEraLL i taLk aBT 7 miNs.. thAN got tO go cAbaDAh lounGe.. mUZ siT tHEre unTiL 3pM thAn cAN go hoME.. tHAn soMe moRE hP wiT teaCher mAH so muZ waiT lOl.. aT thAT rooM i Was sO friEndLY.. i tAlk to evEryoNE.. tHE chiNeSe gaL, ouTsiDe stuDent n teachEr toO.. woW.. firSt tiME mAN.. thAN sOMe moRe thE oNli dAy i noT maLU to faRhAN.. waKAka.. i got aT lEaST talK abT hiM.. waKAkA.. i noT maLU liAO.. aLa talK abt oRal lAH.. waKAka.. buT to baD, whEn hE talKinG bUt aT mE hIm loOK aT soMethiNg elSe.. haIZ.. nVr minD loL..

09 jUn 05
i diD nOt wenT to sociaL stuDies clAss.. bUt i weNt to joHor aGain.. waKAkA.. sO haPPy.. i eaT alOt lEh.. hAHa.. i boUGht nEw shoEs.. broWn colOUR.. i lovinG iT.. yEah.. i so haPPy.. But tHAn i foRget to bUy skooL shoEs.. HAha.. foRgoT lOR.. Got buY cloTHES alSO.. niCe lEh.. i jUZ enJoy tHE dAy whEn i go joHor wiT mY famILy loL..

11 jUN 05
giVe mRs iszaL presEnt foR hEr baBy.. oUr clAss iDea to giVE hEr stUFf.. sO cuTe lEh.. noT baD at aLL.. oHh yAh, tHe dAY I giVE stuPID reasOn to mY s.S teaCher.. tHAt tiMe nVR go s.S clAss mEh.. bEcOZ go joHor riTE.. hE lIke doN't beliEve thAN iF i kNOW i shouLD teLL hIm.. thAn riTe i doN't kNOW wHy the heLL i sAy " mY gRaNmA waNt to diE!! shE going to diE!!" woW.. evEryoNE look at mE siAK.. aT thaT time i fEel liKE a drOp oF teaRS want to floW doWn bUt nVr lAh.. tHAn peoPle sAY i reaLLY looK aS If i wan to cry.. trUE hOr.. n sOme evEn belieVE waT i sAy.. waKAkA.. gooD act Huh?? hEHe.. aftEr thAt i cAN siT doWn.. mY fren Say i vEri bAD.. waKAka.. mY fren StaND.. HEhe.. hAppy mAN.. thiS dAY i do n.E q. waKAkA.. goT taLk to hiM alsO.. aCt bLur lAh hiM.. stupID hoR..

12 jUn 05
tHe daY i cRy in fronT oF mY maLaY teaCHer.. i knOW waT shE wAnt to sAy.. i juZ cAN't cOntroL mY teaRs in fRonT oF teaCher.. haIZ.. teaCher tHoUght i waN to lAugh.. HAha.. mY gaLs fREn n haNafi sAw mE crying.. wakAka..

19 jUN 05
raCiaL harmoNy dAY.. nvr weaR anY coStuME loR.. juZ don't waNT.. actuaLLy goT aRt lAh.. laTer dirtY mY shiRt.. i dIE liAO.. so thiS yeAr nVR weAR.. soMe oF mY classmAtes Got weAr.. thE guYS n gaL.. niCe lAh.. vEri inTo to thiS thiNg.. gooD mAH.. noT likE mE.. lAzy.. tHAt guT weAR briGht colOUr.. waKAka.. nOt baD lAh..no coMmenTs..

20 jUn 05
v.E clASs fuN.. taLk aBt strESs.. haLF thE clAss caMe to thiS clAss.. thE reSt goT oRaL maH.. fiDA go hOME.. giVe stupiD reaSOn to teaCher.. sAY tHAt sHE wenT toilEt.. stupID ritE.. go toilEt foR 1 houR!! aiYoh.. stupiD.. mY streSS lEVer iS zoNe 4.. vEri hiGh.. n tHE onlY onE whO in zoNe 4.. oHh mIND.. thiS dAy i onlY knEw tHAt, hE reaLLy treaT mE aS no oNE.. haTe tHE waY hE responSE to mY q.. jUZ onE woRd.. "sO" oMg!! hAte tHAt oHH k.. talK niCe2 tO u n u sAY liKE thAt.. waT thE heLL.. idioT lOL..

waKaKA.. enD oF mY enTry liaO.. aLot oF thiNgs haPPen riTE.. hEhe..

11:30 AM